I ache so bad around my back and hips. I'm finding it hard to do the easiest of things. Showering seemed hard today especially bending and breathlessness. I think I'll have to start doing some light exercises that my breathing will allow me to do...Poxy poxy poxy. That's because I've been laying about because of illness. I've got 1 week left of free personal care (6weeks) hopefully I won't need care there after or I've got to start paying which is an arm and a leg, I dred to think how much it would cost me.
I know I do need help really because I've been hurting all the time, but I'm so independent I think I can do this or that myself. I want to get back on my feet and do things like I used too, I want to do this by myself.
I was telling Bert about how I feel, he said that's because my lungs are damaged and scared up over years of Asthma attacks and I've been lucky to come through the bad ones over the years. I do know he's right, I've had a lot of scary times. I hate being ill, I wish I could be like other people who can do things and go places when they want.
Sandra
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