I've got to have soft or mashed up foods. I only eat little. Everyone here keeps having ago at me for not eating my dinners or anything. People don't know how I'm feeling inside. I ate little yesterday because of my stomach problems. Half my stomach is caught through Hiatus Hernia which makes it hard fir me to eat. Half my stomach is in my chest area and the other half in its right place. I feel it hurting bad in the bra line in my chest when it plays up, sometimes I don't go out because I can't wear a bra, like today I've stayed in my nightdress so I can feel more at ease.
I've got to have soft or mashed up foods. I only eat little because the food can't get through to lower part of stomach, I call it upper and lower stomach.
Today has been bad really, I've felt so ill and sick/nausea, all last night and today, a little while ago I had to vomit 🤢 which made me feel better. I hate the sight of foods because they make me feel so ill 🤒
I've done nothing at all today, well that's a lie, I did do church service on zoom this morning, even that seemed to much to do, afterwards I went back to bed to rest and fell asleep, I slept for a couple of hours. My next door neighbour came to see how I am as I told him yesterday I didn't feel well when I was in his flat. He was shocked to see what state I was in, I said I just wanted to be on my own, he asked me to go in his flat I said no I'll be ok. I just need to be on my own and be quite when I'm feeling unwell.
Sandra
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